Feeling Bad
People would say, when you're turning 20 you gonna start your own life. You'll lose your friends, lose trust to anyone, and it can be said that you lose everything. I don't know, but I feel like, people's opinion about turning 20 is completely true, for me. I lose my best friend, because I know she's even never too care about a shit in my life. So many times i have a headache, thinking of when can I finish my study, and start to work and gain money for my life. I almost bang my head to the wall, knowing my family started to run out of money because something that I can't even explain here. I feel I can cry a week without stopping, knowing my crush is not acting the way he was. I lose interest in everything. It's like I'm completely lose everything important in my life. Well but I'm sure this gonna be better, but the problem is, I never know when. maybe then sharing a story in here would be nice, enjoy!